that nothing

don't u know that hurts ?? it hurts so much . that word that goes rite thru my heart and makes me weak. I just wanna take it easy not being serious. but i can't i just can't .
I know you don't think for me but why can u just tell that without any hesitation. i know it is nothing but that nothing hurts me cuz i don't get anything but these words that hurt me always. i hate myself for not being able to hate u or forget u .

why cant u understand me or just try to understand me or just try to understand me just a bit????